Dark Cloud Is So Gone!!!

Okay...Ever since the beginning of my marriage I have had this big dark nagging cloud (myself) hanging around, tickling and irritating my every thought. Telling me over and over and over and over... You'r probably wondering what this nagging cloud was telling me? Well it might suprise you but here it is... "learn how to sew." Um yeah, I know, pretty anti climatic, but for some reason I have been so afraid of sewing. Probably because of that one time in young womens when I tried to sew a small quilt pillow and the whole thing turned out crooked. I think ever since then I have just been fearing sewing and therefor trying to run away from it. It worked out okay, the whole running away thing, but when I got married I just couldn't ignore it anymore, it was like someone fliped the switch. I don't really know why, I'm thinking it is kindof similar to the nesting that a women does when she is pregnant. So how does that sound, sewing because I am married, I don't know. Weird rational. But what I noticed is that my fear just kept growing and nagging at me the longer I tried to compress the idea to pull out the sewing machine. So when the dark cloud finally got so overwhelming that I knew I couldn't take it anymore, this is what I did.